I rant about television, and basically all of my rants, because it keeps me out of my own head. Which is what I need sometimes.
Every time I start watching a new show (that being a show that’s new to me, not necessarily new) all of the actors start popping up. Like I’m watching Once Upon a Time (which ive always watched) right now, and the guy who plays Cappie in Greek is on this show now. (And he’s pretty attractive, as a side note) And he’s on Chasing Life now too(which is another crappy ABC Family show that I never should have started watching because they’re never good but I just never listen to myself). Then there was a commercial for a new show I guess that has the guy who played Evan on Greek. And I literally can’t remember seeing that guy on anything else ever and I just find the timing weird.
Okay, correction for Lauren, Cappie is probably the only non annoying, non stupid one. And Calvin is kind of awesome too.
The rest of them are more annoying than anything else. And two seasons in I’m wondering how its almost been a year in this show and how many relationships these people have rolled through. It might not even be that many but when you’re watching it in the course of the day it seems like a lot.
Anyway I have a problem. I kind of wish the power would go out and stay out and then I wouldn’t have to use willpower to actually go to bed. Because I really need to sleep.
Before I started watching Greek I should have kept in mind that it was an ABC Family show. And that right there should have sent me packing. But here I am a day later, and two seasons in. And I’m hating my life. So much drama on this show, and I swear I’ve never heard so much from the Plain White T’s as I have in the past day or so. Like I’ve literally heard more in the past day than in my entire life up to that point.
And I’m wondering why I’m still watching this show even though most of the main characters annoy me. They’re all stupid. every single one of them.
I hate ABC Family shows, but I just keep watching them. And I regret it every time. Except Bunheads. I liked that show. But it was cancelled after one season, so it almost doesn’t even count. Every other show is just overly dramatic. Like things can’t just be normal for one episode.
I hate being alone because I’m reminded how lonely I feel here. It’s easy to forget sometimes how lonely you feel when people are around.
While my aunt is gone I’m reminded how I have no friends here. And with her gone I literally have no living person to talk to.
The cat has been keeping me company all day. The only problem is that the cat annoys me and anyway she doesn’t speak when spoken to. Just stares blankly and begs for treats.
Basically I miss home. I miss having friends. I miss having people who don’t think I’m stupid for every thing they hear me say. And by that I mean that my family only listens to me half the time. The other half they blank out and get mad when I don’t want to repeat myself twenty times.
Anyway it doesn’t matter. I’ve dealt with this for years and I’ll be okay when I’m back around people or dogs.